February 2011
32 posts
I was really angery for a second, but now im just really sad.
Because it dawned on me that i asked you to hang out cause i missed you, and you may or may not of lied, but you also blew me off. Im scared that you dont really ever want to be my friend again. :(
because you new friends are more fun, they accepted you after
but they didnt know you before or atleast they didnt know the lie before
...
Seussical
I dont want to plan or desing or make anything for seussical at all
I know as costumes its inportant that i make eveythng right and look good. But i dont like having to do it alone.
Telling me to just research is no help at all
and even if we all talk once a week i still feel like nothing is beign agreed on toether
:/ Ugh so super frustrated with some of the characters
How the hell do you...
feb26... Guys:/
I shoule tumble more…
If i could change one thing about myself it would physicaly be my arms
Mentaly i would change the way i react to guys
How i will probably always be cute little sister type even to guys who are younger
Ill aways be the one who cares just a little to much
and the one who always sees the best in a person even when noone else does.
I know why guys pick on my, because...
feb 24
I did absolutly nothign today, except explain to someone why im ok when people tell me they love me but a little uncomfortable when they expect it bacK. iM NOT SUre why im uncomfortable i just cant bring myself to say that to people that i dont really mean, but im also nervouse that me just saying “i know” just makes me sound arrougent and self centered. Wwhich im not
Another thing....
Why i never get anything done
http://www.vidafine.com/blog/
Post secret
Alway wanted to send in my secret, but i would never get very far. I’m more afried of letting more then one person know
suddenly
I have a speech/type imperment. So my day was spent cleaningmy rooms and finding a strange assortment of just stuff. I mean i have everything from foam swords, to cowboy hats, to 8th grade math papers, to theatre and cooking stuff. I mean i guess if you knew me then it would all make sense. OH OH OH!!! And i drove at night today/ yesterday. Didnt run any one over yay!!
ERM…bet today wil be...
wa..wa…watchin dorian grey. This movie is terrible, neyond all means.
fucking sucks
I completly understand why i hate her. Shes not even a horrible person or anything, i just relize that the people i had are now hers
Pretending to be asleep, when you close your eyes and Ignore the person. Then look 2seconds later to see if they really noticed
Smile
I draw smiley faces on the top of my feet right at my ankel so whenever i look down cause im embrassed or upset or scared, i know something is smileing back at me.
I’ll do it tomorrow” famous last words, otherwise ready to crash into my bed
“Here’s one for the No Fun File: earlier this month, a Vermont school was...”
– How to Dance: The Illustrated Guide
scaredy cat
I have a problem, I obsess over small details in people that i like.
Im pretty okay with most people and there descions are there own for all i care, but i do have a bad quality of judgeing someone on a bad choice of opinon in my own mind, generaly i tell the person or not, matters how important it is to me. But further more on this when i like a person i actully reasearch and take notes on...
